"They don't think it be like it is, but it do." - Oscar Gamble

2/22/21

It's so funny to watch metalheads shit on bands like Korn and Slipknot for being "angsty teenager" music when all of their favorite musicians were rich white boys with a victim complex who never had to struggle a day in their life. Seriously, Euronymous was basically the 90s equivalent of a trust fund plant, a spoiled rich kid. Whereas Corey Taylor and Jonathan Davis actually had a reason to be angry - being molested as a kid is probably the most psychologically damaging thing that can happen to someone, period. Metalfags would make fun of someone like Rozz Williams for being a flaming homosexual. But whereas metalheads only sing about persecution from Christians, he actually lived it.

TL;DR black metal is for closeted self-hating homos who burned down churches because mommy didn't make them chicken nuggies and metalheads are basically no different than the Christcucks they claim to hate.

2/20/21

Modern Goths seem like the most insufferable and obnoxious creatures. They’re miserable, and not in a good way. Just look at r/goth or any online Goth communities. They spend all of their time complaining about e-girls and SoundCloud rap (even though SoundCloud rap has been dead for like 2 years now). The scene has always been inclusive/liberal, but now it’s gone full-on SJW. They deny there was ever racism in the scene (despite the aesthetic’s emphasis on European features like pale skin and straight hair) and even shit on hugely influential artists like Boyd Rice and Death In June for being “Nazis.” If this is what’s left of the subculture, I’m glad it’s dying. I’m curious as to if it was always like this, or it just got worse over time like everything has.

Also, can I just say I’m fucking sick of people getting told to “jUsT gO tO tHrIfT sToReS” when they ask where to buy cheap Goth clothes? If you live in a whitebread area like me, most of the thrift stores are shit. Just buy stuff on Ebay or Depop.

2/19/21

I keep seeing young girls online with photos of super skinny girls wearing crop tops and other revealing clothes as their profile pic. Maybe I'm too sensitive but this I feel like this whole "aesthetic" is just glorified pro-ana/thinspo. Notice how every time you see one of the pictures, the girl's face is never shown. Just her body. It's literally bodychecking.

Perhaps even more disturbing is that this aesthetic also tends to go hand in hand with DDLG and loli shit. Every single girl I've met who dressed this way (the lolita-adjacent style) had daddy issues. They fetishize looking petite and childlike. It's really no surprise that there's a huge overlap between pedos and anorexia fetishists. Creeps have always existed, but I feel like there's an entire new generation of women that actually pander to these creeps, and that's perhaps more sickening than the fact that they exist in the first place.

2/8/21

Out of all the disgusting strains of subhumans that have seemingly materialized out of thin air during this cursed past decade, there is one that inspires a sense of visceral disgust in me like no other. All the art hoes, e-thots, troons, and hypebeasts in the world combined couldn’t possibly compare to the sort of primal rage that I feel bubbling up in me every time I have to look at one of these creatures. These are, of course, nu-males.

I remember I got flamed on Twitter for pointing that some chick who was hopping on the #MeToo bandwagon against a guy continued to support him years after the event that supposedly made her realize he was abusive apparently happened, and everyone who replied to my tweet crying and pissing their pants was either some generic e-thot zoomer cunt or a soi-guzzling faggot with a patchy goatee. I never saw a man with that shitty facial hair up until a few years ago. What is it that causes this phenomenon? Is there something in the water?

Why would any man become a “white knight”? What do they get out of it? They don’t seriously think that women are going to fuck them if they act like a spineless simp, do they?

Every time someone calls you an incel online, remember this is who you’re talking to. This is the face of a straight white male in 2021. It’s really no surprise that so many white chicks are dating/fucking black guys now. Say what you want about blacks but at least they have managed to retain their masculinity and haven’t fallen for the globohomo bullshit that whites push.

2/8/21

You know what really grinds my gears? Phoebe Bridgers. She thinks she's some sort of RaWkStAr when she's an obvious trust fund industry plant and the literal antithesis of everything that is "rock and roll." She's no different than Clairo or Girl In Red, but she's worse because she has this awful superiority complex. Her perfomance on SNL the other day is one of the most embarassing I've ever seen. This has to be most hilariously pathetic attempt at smashing a guitar in human history. She had to slam it against the amp like 20 times to even put a dent in it. If only someone had put it to good use and cracked open her skull with it.



She also has a bad habit of starting feuds with washed-up boomer rockstars. She said Eric Clapton made "extremely mediocre music" (oh, the irony). She even dissed him in her track "Moon Song", which features the lyrics - and I shit you not - "We hate 'Tears In Heaven'/ But it's sad that his baby died." She called David Crosby a "little bitch" after he made fun of her SNL perfomance. And of fucking course she tried to cash in on the Manson allegations (even though she continued to support after she supposedly learned that he was abusive or whatever, and was even following him up until very recently). Her behavior on Twitter actually reminds me of Anthony Fantano's. "PLEEEEEEAAAASSSEEE NOTICE ME!!!! I TAKE THE TIME TO READ AND REPLY TO EVERY SINGLE TWEET I'M MENTIONED IN BUT I'M TOTALLY NOT SEETHING GUYS!!!!"

2/2/21

You ever notice how sometimes the media just willingly ignores allegations against famous people if they don't fit their agenda? Micheal Gira from Swans got accused of rape, and yet the uber-woke Fantano indie crowd, the same people that immediately disowned Ariel Pink just for having a different political opinion, still sucks his pretentious dick. Caitlyn Jenner literally killed a guy in a hit-and-run. There's a media blackout over Biden, the literal president of the United States, and his accuser. Yet the Twitter mob has succesfully cancelled countless irrelevant and obscure figures. It's always the guys who are way past the point of relevance. This all feels like some sort of weird ritual for the elites.

2/1/21

Why are women seemingly incapable of taking responsibility for anything they do? A good example of this is all the women who date men who are obvious sociopaths and then cry about it when those men abuse them. I’m not gonna lie, another roastie came foward today saying that Marilyn Manson abused her, my first thought was “Am I supposed to feel bad for this bitch?”. Don’t date a guy who based his entire career on being a repulsive degenerate freak and then and then act surprised when he actually is a repulsive degenerate freak. BREAKING NEWS: ROCKSTAR WHO SHOVED A MICROPHONE UP HIS ASS AND BLEW HIS BASSIST ONSTAGE IS A SEXUAL DEGENERATE. MORE AT 10. I mean, we’re talking about the guy who literally sang “I wanna use you and abuse you.” Remember that time he jumped on a security guard and dry humped his face? And this is just the shit he considered fit for commercial release. I can't even imagine what his personal life is like, and frankly I don't want to. What's next, are people gonna try and cancel Varg Vikernes?

Believe it or not, I have seen remarkably similar scenarios play out in real life. I knew this guy who was a legitimate psychopath - we're talking "I'm going to see this guy on the news one day" level mental illness, not just your generic garden variety edgelord. He was adopted - he was born in Russia, and his birth parents died in a murder-suicide. He was a cutter - but not a "boo hoo, poor me, look at my paper cuts" emo kid. This dude would cut himself so deeply that he would have to get stitches. He always wore a black hoodie, but those who saw him without said he had scars all over his arms. Somehow, this guy got a girlfriend. This girl thought she "fix" him. This seems to be a common theme among girls who simp for serial killers and school shooters (and I imagine all of these women who are accusing Manson felt the same way). They think they can just fuck the crazy out of them. But love is not enough. You don't recover from that kind of childhood, regardless of what normies say, and no amount of affection can rewire someone's brain. Needless to say, one day the girlfriend called up my friend crying and saying that the guy abused her (I don't know the details). I do not pity these girls nor their "abusers" - you made your bed, now lie in it.

I'm not saying men don't also chase after women who are obviously mentally unstable too - the saying "Don't stick your dick in crazy" exists for a reason. But you don't see guys accusing their exes of abuse (that would be hilarious, though. I'm totally down with cancelling a bunch of art hoes and e-thots). Unlike women, most men don't try to paint themselves as a victim.

Bianca Devins is another example of the media infantilizing women in this way. Of course, they portrayed her as some sort of innocent angel, when in reality she was a junkie slag who would literally meet up with random men from fucking 4chan of all places for sex, and would blackmail older men with CP of herself for drug money. And even if she didn’t do all that shit, she was still asking for it. I mean, she befriended an incel for the sole purpose of essentially psychologically torturing him, constantly dangling the possibility of getting fucked in his face. He finally snapped when she invited him to a concert, only to show up with another guy and kiss her in front in him. What the fuck did she expect?

This doesn’t just apply to their sex lives. Just look at Keira Bell and all the FtMtF detransitioners who are trying to take away people's bodily autonomy because they fucked up. She was a grown-ass adult when she decided to go on testosterone and chop her tits off. And yet she makes it out like she was some poor little girl who got brainwashed by the evil tranny cult. At least I can sleep at night knowing that she will forever be stuck as a flat-chested, deep-voiced “woman” with a five o’clock shadow that no one will ever want to fuck. It’s only karma - and the same applies to everyone else I mentioned.

1/29/21

Throughout history, there have existed a certain, shall I say, breed of men. They have spiky hair, dress like they are permanently stuck in high school (which, mentally, they are), and more often than not, they have some sort of disgusting facial hair, whether it be a creepy caterpillar pedostache or an appropriately devilish goatee. They've always existed in some form or another, but since the 90s they have dressed like this. With their baggy clothes and soul patches, they look and act like a Walmart Fred Durst. They are possibly one of the last remainders of the nu metal fad - living fossils.

It's been said that women dying their hair bright, unnatural colors is a form of aposematism. I believe that what hair dye is to art hoes, shitty facial hair is to douchebags. I call them "douchebags" for lack of a better word. One of the effects of living in a misogynistic society is that there are millions of derogatory terms for many different types of women, but there are only so many perjoratives and labels for men. It's a shame, really.

Today I re-watched Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind (a classic piece of art hoe cinema) and I was rudely reminded of the existence of these specimens. In particular, it was the character of Patrick, the panty thief, who gave me Vietnam flashbacks to the waking nightmare that was my middle school experience.

I had this "friend" named Caeden. Of course his name was fucking Caeden. It's always Caeden, Ayden, Braydon. Never, ever, trust a guy with a name like that. Or a guy with a name that starts with a K, like Kevin or Keith. He was a pathetic creature, a tubby manlet with hedgehog hair. He always wore cargo pants, and a band shirt for some awful band like Avenged Sevenfold or Five Finger Death Punch. Anyways, me and Cayden bonded over our mental health issues - or rather, he took advantage of my vulnerability. He knew I would be sympathetic to his struggles, and so he used them to manipulate me. I remember when he found out I self-harmed, and he started doing it himself like a week later, even though I made him promise not to. He would pull me into the bathroom and show me his cuts. Almost like he did it just to spite me. I felt he was mocking me, like a child riding a bicycle and saying "Look Ma, no hands!." He would tell me all of the things people would say about me behind my back, and then tell me about how he was different, how he had my back and didn't hate me like everyone else did. At one point, he actually encouraged my girlfriend at the time to break up with me, which she did.

But that's not what I remember him for. I remember him because he dated one of the hottest girls in school. I was livid, especially because her friends would always say that me and her would make a cute couple. Although I've since gotten over my immature sense of sexual entitlement, I am still baffled as to why so many 9/10 chicks date these type of guys. What is so attractive about them? It's not their looks, and it sure as hell isn't their personalities. After seeing this story play out time and time again, I've started to think there is a grain of truth to the "women only want assholes" trope.

1/15/21

No previous generation even comes close to the amount of sheer apathy and cynicism that I see displayed in Gen Z. You average zoomer could make a beatnik cry. They have no hopes, no ambitions, no dreams. Sure, some of them put up a facade of caring about social injustices, but I bet if you walked up to any teenager right now and asked them what they want to do with their life, the chances are they'll just shake their head and say "I don't know." They have no long-term goals because there's no point in planning for a future that doesn't exist.

This ties into the whole transgender issue as well. In the 1981 film My Dinner With Andre, the title character says that "10 years from now people will pay $10,000 in cash to be castrated just in order to be affected by something." This is more or less what's happening right now - mass trooning out as a methods of escape. Digging beneath the surface, many of these supposed troons have deep underlying mental issues not related to gender dysphoria. Lurking on online trans forums, many of them, in particular MTFs, were abused as children. Some of them are incels/"failed males" that transitioned as a last resort. It's so overwhelmingly clear that Big Pharma is talking advantage of these vulnerable youth, but unlike previously overdiagnosed "trendy" ilnesses like ADHD, you're not allowed to speak out against it because it's not politically correct (even though this shouldn't be considered a political issue in the first place). Even doctors are literally not allowed to refuse HRT patients, because that are at risk of losing their jobs and being sued for supposed transphobia. This leads to trenders like Keira Bell detransitioning and becoming TERFs or allies to them, causing damage to trannies who are actually dysphoric. It's a "damned if you do, damned if you don't" situation.

1/4/21

Whenever I see another Tumblr refugee call themselves "emo", I have to stop myself from hulking out and going into a full-on psychotic unga-bunga caveman rage. You know the type. There seem to be a decent amount of them on Neocities but most of their websites aren't much more than a pimped out carrd.co page. Neopronouns, a kin list, a noun name, and a DNI list longer than Peter Steele's cock. Speaking of DNI lists, why do these people always feel the need to say "Do not interact if you are a Nazi/racist/homophobe/pedophile"? Do they really think there are a lot of Nazis, racists, homophobes, or pedophiles who use Neocities of all fucking websites? Hell, I have yet to even see a DDLG/kink website, and I'm the only truscum/transmed here that I now of. Also, stop calling yourself a gay man if you're a trender that doesn't even plan to transition. No gay man wants your stank ass manpussy, Aiden.

Anyways, about the emo thing. I have yet to see a single one of these so-called "emos" list Sunny Day Real Estate or Rites Of Spring as one of their favorite bands. You're not emo because you listen to MCR, and you're certainly not emo for listening to 100 Gecs. If anything, you're scene - the Gecs are literally just Brokencyde on estrogen.* You can be an obnoxious edgy cunt and wear terrible clothes without appropriating a subculture you know nothing about.

*You literally cannot refute this.

1/3/21

Why do all these "alt" kids from Tik Tok have the exact same taste in music (and pretty much everything?). Why don't you go to Hot Topic and buy some originality, you vapid cunts? Even their gender identities are a trend. If I see one more chubby blue-haired they/them 14 year old, I'm going to commit 41%. Notice how it's always the girls, because they can get away with it, whereas being a gender non-conforming male is social suicide. That's why I have way more tolerance for AMAB enbies - look at Genesis P-Orridge, that guy/chick was a genuine weirdo. That I can respect.

12/29/20


These are comments on an interview with Beth Thomas from Child of Rage, who severe behavioral problems as a result of being sexually abused from the time she was literally a baby. Normies are the real sociopaths for thinking like this. They don't want to admit being in the wrong. They would rather focus their attention on the side effects rather than the roots of the problem. Wouldn't you be the same way if your own father raped you? You wouldn't beat the shit out of a puppy and expect it to grow up to be a friendly dog.

Sometimes I just can't help but fantasize about killing them (normies, that is). Just walking into school and blowing away every NPC I see. The ones that just drunkenly stumble through life like a bull in a China shop, Are they to stupid to realize the damage the cause, or do they just not care? Either way, it would be so fucking cathartic. The ones that love to think they understand other people's feelings when they've never been in the same situation. Oh, and make sure to get all the catty women that claim to be "feminists" but will call other ones sluts behind their backs. I hate whores, but I hate pick-mes and "NoT lIkE tHe OtHeR gIrLs" types so much more. Look, Emily, we all know you're a cumdumpster for the entire football team, you might as well own it.

12/23/20

Words cannot describe the level of contempt I have for e-girls and Tik Tok's mass gentrification/appropriation of alternative culture. Every time I see some chick with BPD and split-dyed hair wearing a vintage band shirt for some edgy metal group, I want to bash their fucking face in. If any of these girls actually saw a guy who looked like that IRL, they would make fun of him and call him an ugly incel freak. Also, what's with these type of girls calling any man they don't like an incel? Say what you want about incels, but I would choose them any day over these cookie-cutter whores. I honestly don't know what's stopping me from going full Elliot Rodger mode at this point.

12/14/20

Think how many clones of the Columbine shooters are out there, probably browsing this very website, but because they haven't killed anyone and aren't famous, they don't get any girls. We all know deep down that women are attracted to murderers. I have to admit, it's pretty tempting. All you have to do is kill a few NPCs and boom, you've got a bunch of groupies who want to suck your dick, even if you're fuck ugly.

12/13/20

Larry Brown's therapist was right. Life isn't for everyone. It took me a ridiculously long time to realize this, probably because I got meme'd into thinking that there was "nothing wrong with me" by normies.

The cold, hard truth is that normal people don't have to spend their every waking minute of their lives drugged up because they can't help but want to self-destruct when faced with the horrifying reality of their lives. Normal people don't have to "self-improve", because they don't need to. Normal people don't have to struggle to form healthy and long-lasting relationships, much less just survive. Normal people just follow their instincts, go with the flow, and life happens to them. Hobbies, love, success, career, family, friendship happen to them. Meanwhile, losers can achieve these things, but through a lot of hard work, planning and artificially forcing it. Always forced. Always fabricated. Never quite what you thought it would be.

Someday you'll be hanging out with Chad, and telling stories, and when you tell how you managed to get a girlfriend he simply does not get it. This is not at all his experience. He had to "work for it", as in he wore a nice shirt and got a haircut, but he never planned for it, he never trained for it, he never studied for it. Love happened to him, meanwhile you had to make your own love from scratch. This is the difference between normies and losers. You will never know how a winner feels, how it feels to relax, and let the flow of live carry you down the current, and just enjoy the ride. Always you will be swimming against the current, and always your successes will be made bitter by the pain in your heavy shoulders, and never will you find comradery among other "successful people" who simply didn't walk the road you did, and don't know it exists.

12/9/20

I've never been an anti-vaxxer, but there's no way in hell I'm taking the COVID vaccine voluntarily. They're clearly rushing it, I don't want to take a vaccine rushed out in a few months, that doesn't work like any other vaccine before, and whose manufacturer has been given legal protections in case anything goes wrong. I've read about the trials. As of December 9th, there have been 6 deaths from the vaccine. It makes you sterile (not that i care).

The herd mentality around the disease is spooky in and of itself. Liberals are all about questioning the government until it comes to the virus. Wear the mask, stay home, don't ask questions. If you dont even consider that there might be something sketchy after everything that been presented the last months you're either a paid shill or a true NPC. The fact they’re pushing the jab so hard for a disease with >99% survival rate says it all really.

12/6/20

I cannot describe in words my hatred for white liberals. These motherfuckers will call you a bootlicker on Twitter™ and then proceed to go home and watch CBS™ and perhaps relax with a nice cup of Starbucks™ coffee, before going to bed and wake up the next day to go wageslave at their job at Apple™. This is why Ted Kaczynski was right. God. I wish we could just go back the Stone Age.

12/4/20

When you look at FTM detransitioners, a common theme is them realizing that the world is far kinder to women than it is to men, and realizing that they can't handle actually being treated like a man. I never had that sort of privilege in the first place. Growing up, I wasn't shielded from the real world the way so many of them were. In a way, I was always treated like a man. I was isolated from the start, people treated me like shit regardless of my gender presentation. Women have more privilege where it actually matters - their emotional and social lives. Women seem to feel stronger emotions and their lives have more color and depth, men's lives just seem like a complete hell. Their friendships are usually toxic, they have less social freedom and are more expected to play a role, they can't express certain emotions without being "gay" or "weird" which has an overwhelmingly more negative connotation for men than women. Women have a much larger degree of freedom. But I never had friends growing up, I never had "the female experience."

12/1/20

So Ellen (now Elliot) Page came out as trans and of course, the straightoids are sperging out. Thousands of straggots on suicide watch, all because their precious tomboy crush decided to become a dickless manlet. You know, I talk a lot about hating women on here, but I hate men too, particularly straight men, precisely because of shit like this. FTM transition is only seen as evil because it's viewed as destroying a potential female breeder, and women must be protected. Straight men literally see women as fuck objects. They determine their worth as a human being by their sex appeal. They don't care about their mental wellbeing, they see them as walking vaginas. Lesbians/TERFS are guilty, too. I bet a large proportion of TERFS are lesbians who feel like the trans movement is stealing potential girlfriends from them. Considering how much they love to talk about the female reproductive anatomy, they seem to have a fetish for it. I mean, why else would you care so much about what another person does with their body?

11/30/20

I can't fucking stand this new trend of Aydens calling themselves "gay men." Every time I see someone with "gay man" in their bio now, I assume it's some chick with blue hair. All these ~uwu valid~ trenders make me want to fucking puke. And don't you fucking dare tell me that I'm not allowed to be angry about this, that I'm a big meanie twansphobe, because it makes me mad to see a bunch of white girls using an aspect of my identity that has caused me immense pain as a fashion statement. Gender dysphoria isn't a personality trait, it's a fucking mental illness. You know what? I'm just gonna say it. If you don't have dysphoria, and you consider yourself trans, GO FUCK YOURSELF. It's okay to just be a tomboy. Just don't appropriate a disease for clout. I don't care if that makes me a "truscum", it's true.

11/29/20

Whenever I hear women complain about porn being "dehumanizing" to them, I have to hold back my laughter, because I know from first hand experience that women treat men who don't to live up their impossible standards (ugly men, short men, etc.) in the most dehumanizing way you could possibly imagine. I still remember the way Stacies would treat me at my old school. They're even worse than the jocks, because at least men will say that shit to your face. Whereas with the chicks, they won't even come near you. If you're not a Chad or at the very least a normie, they literally treat you like you have the plague.

I'll never forget the way they looked at me. This cold, reptilian stare. That stare alone was a hundred times worse than any slur or insult the jocks could come up with for me. They let me know I wasn't wanted, without saying a single word. You wanna talk about dehumanizing? That is fucking dehumanizing.

11/27/20

I'm getting real tired of this corona shit. I have a feeling that "the new normal" will never end. We'll never go back to normal. On another note, how come the same people who will call you a bootlicker for not supporting the riots (not that I don't support the riots, ACAB) are the same people enforcing "social distancing?" I literally can't think of anything less punk than wearing a fucking dog muzzle because the government told you to. Like, you people hated the government up until corona but now we're supposed to trust them?

6:00 pm

On an unrelated note, I think I've finally figured out why white girls so fucking dumb. It's specifically white chicks, too. When you look at obvious predatory rape schemes like NXIVM, they seem to almost exclusively attract young, mostly college-educated white girls.

It's because women in wealthy families are still raised as if they have no independence and then are given independence. They're protected, sheltered, guarded, and given everything. Then once they go out into the world and get to make their own decisions they have no discernment, no critical thinking skills, no experience, and no ability to manage their lives properly. That's why you get such an extreme amount of sexual experimenting, drug use, etc. Because they were given independence without any of the preparation men receive. Basically we still treat women like porcelain dolls on the top shelf but let them play with fire.

11/26/20

Why do normies act like the Columbine shooters were some sort of monsters? I mean, it's like kicking a dog and then being surprised when the dog bites you. Everyone who knew them says they got bullied (although thanks to Dave Cullen and his army of retarded stans, many believe otherwise). They literally had jocks throw cups of shit and ketchup-covered tampons at them. Watch this video, the girl literally says that Eric told her "this is all because people were mean to him last year." There's a reason they shot up that school. They didn't shoot up a gas station or their workplace, they shot up their school.

I mean, not to be cliche, but it reminds me of that scene from Joker. "What do you get when you cross a mentally ill loner with a society that abandons him and treats him like trash?! I'll tell you what you get! You get what you fucking deserve!"



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